The title says it all.
This weekend, as most weekends, I stayed at Kali and Aska's house. For about 2 weeks now, I have been dying to get a new pet mouse, however, my mother wouldn't let me have one. I asked Kali and Aska if they would let me keep a pet in their house, and when I got the "ok", I went nuts!! We tried going last week but the baby mice were too small for me to take care of. This Saturday we tried going to the pet store again, only to find that although there were MANY choices in mice, most were white, and the babies were once again, VERY young (their eyes were still closed). This led me to look at the rat pups instead. I fell inlove with the cute little rat babies they had! Even though they were feeder rats, they had beige, brownish, black and white ones. Feeder mice and rats are not tamed, but in general, rats have great personalities and RARELY ever bite people. I knew that rats also make better pets, and without much hesitation, we agreed on getting a rat instead of a mouse! I picked out a beige and white female and bought a small gerbil cage until she grows up. Her name is Asha :) It means "Born in the morning".
Here are the images of Asha below!

This is Aska teaching Asha how to use her water bottle.



Right after this photo, Aska loved little Asha so much, she decided to go back to the store and SAVE another little rat baby from getting eaten by a snake. Hehe.
We went back to the pet store (which is about 15 miles from their house) and spent about 5 minutes choosing another rat. Aska wanted a full grown one, but me and Kali convinced her the babies will grow in time and at least we can get to watch them and tame them as they grow! Aska chose a black and white rat with a cool blackish tail. She named her Nox which means "Night" :)
Unfortunately, I didn't take any photos of Nox alone, since once we bought her, we kind of always had them together, but here are a few group shots ^_^!!!
This is my favorite one :) Awww

They look so cute when they are sleeping ^^ Can you tell their size in comparison to Kali's fingers in this shot? lol

Another sleeping photo XD They look so comfortable.... O.O


Last but not least, this is a photo from a few weeks ago of me playing PWI on my laptop which is connected to Kali and Aska's 52-inch flat screen TV or whatever in the world it's called. XD lol. Now tell me that seeing your character in real size isn't awesome?! w00t.



I'll be posting more photos as they come! Don't forget to visit my journal in a few weeks or so! Wheeeee!!!
See ya! <3 x99

P.S. Post your comments about my new babies! I want to know what you all think! I know most people don't think of rats as pets, but they really are amazing pets. You don't have to take my word for it, do some research or go buy one for yourself! You won't be disappointed and you can save a feeder rat's life! @_@!

Hello again! ;D I am mostly posting because I wanted to add a link to the PWI website if anyone is interested in playing.
I'm on the Sanctuary server and I'm pretty sure you can figure out what my character's name is from my last post. Hehe.

[ I'm a Link! ZOMG :D ]

But let's get to the good stuff now! You know I love to complain. So what better to do than... review a product?! :D
I got a new Laptop computer about two weeks ago. You see, my old one kind of... well, died. Just like that. I had a 3 year warranty on it, which ended 2 weeks before it broke. Funny how that works, isn't it? You pay $400 for a warranty, and it's useless until it ends. Then, of course, it's too damn late! >_<; Bleh.
So, I was going to get a good laptop. One with a good graphics card in it like my old one, however, it seemed that because I hadn't had a job in so long, I wasn't able to apply for a credit card on the spot, so I ended up buying a shitty $500 dollar one and charging it all on my other credit card, which means..... ewwww interest! Gross. -_-; I managed to get a decent PC overall. It's an HP G60-538NR. Only problem is the integrated graphics card in it. Oh my lord. It's just terrible. It plays PWI and it's not too pixelated... but, it's so laggy. It's absolutely horrifying. If I want to type something, it takes like 6 seconds to see the text appearing on the screen. GOD FORBID I typo something! >_> It would be another 4 hours before I'd be able to press backspace and retype it correctly!
Overall, the computer is fast. But, open a game, and the thing becomes a 5 year old computer on dial-up in the woods.
I will say one thing though. I didn't get a warranty this time. Heh. I really can't complain for the price I paid. What can I expect?

If anyone reading this knows anything about how or where I can buy a good graphics card for a laptop like mine, let me know. I'd totally be willing to waste a crapload of money to make this piece of shit run a video game at a decent FPS. I wouldn't know how to install it.. but, uh... I'll figure it out! :D Maybe.... hehe.

<3 Anyway, back to my make-believe world! ^^

Well, well, well. Look who's decided to post on here again.
Sorry, I know I was gone for a few months. I've been a little busy with my new [FREE] MMORPG and work.
What? Yes, you read correctly, I said work. I have a job now. Actually, I have two jobs!
I took a job as the after school care director in a private school. It just so happens that the next week, the lunch lady quit. I somehow ended up taking her job as well, so I pretty much spend the entire day in school. Between my two jobs, I have about an hour and a half to mess around on my laptop. I use this time to eat and.... of course, play Perfect World International. ;D

I've made a lot of characters in PWI since I started playing in February. I've had three clerics so far. First one got to level 68. The second one reached level 67 before I quit it.... and now... my third cleric is level 74. I don't think I'll be quitting this character :)
I got married in PWI to an amazing man named LuSoeGyi. Hence why no one has seen me in FFXI in ... well, a long time.
The weddings in PWI are a lot like Lineage II. It's a quest in game, talk to an NPC, do some stuff, and BAM! An accouncement is made saying you're married. The only difference is that in PWI, you have to pay REAL money ($60) to get married. And yes... I paid. Hell yes I paid >_> Sometimes it's worth wasting money in a game. Not usually, but this time it was ^^

Here are a few screenshots of my new character and some of LuSoeGyi! ---->

This is my char standing over some cute little fox's corpse O.o

Me with my new Scarlet Ninetails Fox Mount. This thing cost me $50... wtf was I thinking? lolol

Lu carrying me @_@

Ayunna (my char) and LuSoeGyi kissing. Awww!


 If you're interested in this MMO, reply to my post or something! I can give you more info :D!!

Anyhow, I didn't quit FFXI, I'm just taking a break... a long break. I might come back eventually. I'm sure I will.
But... I must admit, I'm looking forward to FFXIV! :O I'm sure everyone is! I wonder if my new laptops "intergrated graphics" can handle it...? LOL... I doubt it. x_x But at least I know I can play it on my desktop!! Mew, mew!

I'll be on my way now, gotta get back to my "free" (yeah right) game! ^.~
<3 x 99

So yeah.
Haven't posted in a while, sorry!
I've been busy, kinda-sorta! And one of the things I did in the past few weeks was I attended a wedding in Washington, DC. My cousin Marie was getting married to a guy named Matt. Apparently they were dating for a crap load of years! I never knew! So hey, whatever!
At first, I didn't really want to go to the wedding. For starters, it was very far away, and besides not wanting to leave FL because I love hanging out at Kali and Aska's house over the weekend -- I also thought it was a waste of money that me and my mother don't have! Not to mention I STILL don't have a job! Omigaw ; ;.... No job for 6 months. [Money] [Where?]
I've only been on a plane twice, and I was a little scared because I hate the falling sensation that sometimes tends to happen. Nonetheless, I didn't have a choice, and I was forced to go.
The only cool thing about going places is that I get to take pictures. Really, that is all I had going for me. So of course, it's time to share pictures from the trip! Enjoy them or DIE! D;  Tee hee!

Here is the hotel I stayed at. The Fairfax Hotel on Embassy Row or something.


This was the view across the street.


Here's a cool house that was in walking distance. I wish I lived in these awesome places!!!!
Miami houses look like rotten turds in comparison to this.


More cool-ass buildings. zomg. I wanna live here. Even though the roads suck ass and are all one-way. Look at the grass. WTF it's so green! JESUS.


I don't remember what this was, but it was semi-close to the Smithsonian.


Now, a picture from the Smithsonian Museum we went to! It was pretty cool. Museum of Natural History.
THIS IS FOR SEI <3
These fucking pterodactyls even follow me to Washington, DC! Pterodactyl in da Smithsonian gettin' tipseh~ XD


Now, some pictures from the wedding.
Here is Marie and Matt ^^


Here's a picture of me waiting outside the wedding area. You know, being antisocial.
High heels suck. Just wanted everyone to be aware of that fact.


Here is a picture of me in the hotel room the night before the wedding.


And one last one of me in the hotel room when the wedding was over. XD Mew.


Now, aside from my Washington, DC trip, I have a few extra pictures to share. I won't explain them all that much, but they must be added!

This is Misha v3. R.I.P. my cute little stray kitten of <3


Khimura's new look - Which lasted 2 weeks at most. Damnit.


Alana is so fucking sexy. I love her. <3 <3 <3 lol


Cappucine/Cristina (IRL friend!!!!!) kicking the living shit outta my moogle.


And last but not least.... *drum roll* This is a picture of me I found a few weeks ago of what I looked like when I was still a senior in high school. Jesus.... I wish I still looked like that.


That's all for tonight ^_^ Hope you enjoyed the megaton of pictures! I KNOW Cristina is gonna kill me when she tries to load my Live Journal and I haven't done any LJ cuts in a long time. D:
SORRRRRRRY!!! <3 Its just that they annoy me when I try to stick pictures in them ; ; They are stoopit!!!! /whimper.

<3 x99

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 When I use my common sense and complain about things. I get my way. :)
Then again, hey, I'm not the one that needed anything from this event anyway! But this still makes me laugh a little.
<3

I haven't posted in a couple of weeks!
I figured it was about time to post what's being going on since my last post.
As always, I have lots of pictures! Yay!

For one, April 25th was my 25th birthday. I'm starting to get old! Oh noes! I'm a quarter of a century old! :o
For my Birthday, of course, I spent the weekend at Kalika and Askalexial's house. And I even got a really awesome surprise! Kalika, being the awesome cook that she is, made me an Alana-cake! What's an Alana-cake? Well, this of course!

BEHOLD! The Alana-cake! She's very tasty :)

Thank you again, Kali! I couldn't have asked for a better cake for my birthday!!

I also graduated from Florida International University a few days later, with my Bachelor's in Art. I also signed up to become a substitute teacher for Miami-Dade Public Schools! I've even applied to be a substitute for a private school, which I subbed at last week for my first time ^_^; I still have no steady income. The substitute teaching was my first real work in the last 5 months. And the chances of anyone calling out and me getting called again are very slim for the rest of this school year. Nonetheless, I'm very excited about all of this!

Also, some time back, during spring break, me and my family went to the Miami Seaquarium and I forgot to post some pics I took there, so here they are!
This is a picture of a pro dolphin!

Sea lions touching women's asses O.O;....

A killer whale in all its glory! (click it to see it bigger!)


Last but not least, this one is for Sei, mostly. They had this displayed at the seaquarium for some reason. Lol.

Pterodactyl in da club gettin' tipseh~!

Fast forward to this weekend, Kali/Christina's birthday was May 8th, so we celebrated her birthday on Saturday. Her cousin and her cousin's boyfriend drove down from Northern Florida (somewhere!) to come visit her as a surprise. Aska surprised (tried to, at least) Kali by taking her to P.F. Changs for dinner and we spent lots of money eating this supposedly gourmet food. (Tasted like regular Chinese food to me, except that it cost like 80 times the price of a normal chinese restaurant. /shrugs.) Anyhow, here are some pictures from this weekend!
This is Kali sipping some drink at P.F.Changs

Here is Amby (Kali's cousin) on the left, with Sei/Christina on the right.



And finally, a few more random images I've taken in the past month or so!
Here is Eless, my other ferret. ^^ Never did get to post a picture of her before.

This is a picture of Aya sleeping on my bed. (This is the cat-hair-infested blanket I mentioned to you, Aska)

Here is the delicious food we enjoyed at an all you can eat japanese buffet on the weekend of my birthday. The play is called 'Shinju'.

This is a screenshot from Perfect World International. I crafted a top quality weapon, and of course, I had to take a screenshot of it :D
(3-Star is the highest amount of stars on any armor or weapon)

Last but not least, here are some pictures of .... feet. Me and my three best friends! XD


And that's all for tonight, folks :)
<3 x 99! Thank you to all who take the time to read my silly posts! Rawr!

Thanks for deleting my post for saying the truth. I'll screen shot it this time and post it on mine.

"This is the last you'll ever hear the name Christine."
Lie #1: Heya, forgot the 10 text messages you sent me RIGHT after you posted this? Got some bad memory huh?

"last but not least i didn't like that she put Emily's or Mommagee's name in her post. You should leave them out of all of this. Because they have done nothing wrong."
You were the one talking about Mommagee and Emily first when you said that you couldn't understand why I did not like them.
Remember the day Emily called you while we were in the car together? How she couldn't leave you alone for over half an hour? Or was that another one of your nasty girls? You told me it was Emily and she was mad at you because she also thought you gave her herpes but you then told me it was her you probably got it from. Forgot that? Yeah..... I thought you would conveniently forget you said any of it. As for Momma, she wouldn't get off your dick either the entire time we were dating. GROSSSSSSSS~~~~ I guess I can't blame her. She's almost as emo as you.

"so this is the last cus out i'ma give you."
Not only did you say "fuck you" to me like 10 more times --
Right after this post you texted me to call me a bitch. Lie after lie. It will never end even now as you claim to come clean. You really need to see a doctor about this chronic lying syndrome you have.

Now I'll put this on my journal for future reference since you like deleting facts when they go against your lying.

(Read the Live Journal post BELOW if you have no idea what this is about!)

It has come to my attention that this post can not be kept in any longer.
This afternoon I got a phone call telling me that Mark/Kidnice wrote a little post about me yesterday. And since it's filled with him trying to act innocent and victimized, it looks like I need to remind him how it really happened.

This post will not be private. I want anyone who crosses this journal to know the truth, so I'm leaving it public. I have nothing to hide, and none of this will embarrass me at all. The way this will work is I will start with why we started dating and how we broke up and then move into quotes from his live journal which I will correct.


Me and Mark/Kidnice met about 2 or more years ago when he joined Estrya. Me and him were friends (and nothing more) for a very long time. Me and him would talk on ventrilo once in a while and I felt that I could trust him. Well, months after meeting him, I left to play Lineage II for a while. I would occasionally log into FFXI to say hi to everyone. After a few months, I came back to FFXI because I always miss it! When I came back, we would talk even more, and it started to become obvious that he had a crush on me. When he found out I had a live journal, he made his own, and as time went on, he would post about his feelings for me. Honestly, I was a little disturbed by this at the time, because the posts would always sound like "Oh god I'm so rich, I wish someone loved me for me and not my money." and "I love Christine but she has a boyfriend..." I would never really comment about these issues because I didn't feel that anything I would say would make him feel better since I didn't like him that way. He would talk to me about all the money he had and all the places he owned and how his parents died when he was 10, and no one loves him. -_-; You start to feel bad for a person after all the emo talk.

Finally, a few months later, for one reason or another, I decided to go back to Lineage II. Once I did, I asked several of my FFXI friends to come join me. The only one who didn't blink twice before agreeing was Mark. At the same time that I had decided to go back to Lineage, I had just broken up with my ex boyfriend, Matt/Veyr. I was very upset about the whole situation and of course, Mark took this opportunity to come to Lineage II and try to win me over. He acted like the nice guy and in a game, that was easy for him. If I logged into Lineage II, he would log in, if I said I was going to play FFXI, he would play, etc. When Valentine's day rolled around the corner last year, he bought me real flowers and sent them to my house. No one had ever sent me flowers before, and for this exact reason, I began to think that maybe I should give Mark a chance. Now normally, Mark would be considered the opposite of the guys I normally like for several reasons. But after Valentine's day, I began to accept the idea that maybe people deserve a chance. After that, it was sort of known in Lineage II that me and Mark were dating. People even thought we lived together because you'd never see his character without one of mine by his side.

Since me and him would talk so much on ventrilo and in the video games, I would tell him stories of my life, and one of the stories I tell most people who know me closely, is the story of when I met a guy online when I was 14. The last day of school when I was in 8th grade, the guy asked to come to my house. I was scared so I told my cousin and my best friend Christina/Sei to come over also, incase the guy was weird. Before the guy had come over, I had promised him over the phone that we would "do things". The only problem is I had never done anything before. I was innocent at that age. But sexual things were the "cool" thing in middle school and I wanted to be "cool" too. The guy came over around noon (his name was Dannie), and he was as "weird" as we all thought he would be. To make a long story shorter, the guy only had one thing on his mind and that was to get me to do whatever I had promised him. He barely said hi to my friends and he was already trying to drag me to the bathroom. He tried to rape me. And when my friends heard me screaming, Sei began to bang on the door and yell. I was able to get away for a moment, and my friend had to see me naked for the first time in her life. lol. I walked out of the bathroom scared as hell, and Sei wanted to beat his ass, but I said I didn't want to break my promise to him. *I* got myself into this mess, and *I* wanted to get myself out. Sei was furious, but she let me go back in there. I cried a little, and I told the guy I didn't want to have sex with him. Instead.... we did.... other things. None the less, once this was all over, I was VERY afraid of anything sexual. I didn't do anything sexual again until I was 18. And even then, it was only because I was forced, yet again. Mark knew about this situation of mine. I warned him I was scared of sex. And he told me he would wait "FOREVER" until I was ready. He didnt say 2 months.. he didnt say a year. He said FOREVER. Another lie to add to the millions.

We decided to meet, and when we did, all the shit I said went down the drain, because the same day we met, he wouldn't get off me. He wanted to please me, he wanted to do things, etc. Since he had come down so far to see me, I felt obligated. I really did care about him, but that just isn't how I am. I made him wait till the second day until I did anything to him (wow, big wait!) and even then, it seemed like that one day could have killed him because he wanted it so bad. One day, I gave him head three times and jerked him off for the 4th time. A little much, don't you think? But yet he always gave me the impression he wanted more. He would try to get ontop of me and ... well you know. Without getting too graphic, he ended up ripping my skin trying to enter me. Which already was a big no no. Within two days, I had a small rash and I was itching. Apparently I had a yeast infection. Never had one of those before. I was scared as hell! He ended up having to go home, and even while I had the itch, he STILL wanted to do things.
I began to take Monostat for the yeast infection. But every time I did, I would bleed because my body was rejecting it. Then I had some kind of outbreak. I began to swell so bad I could barely sit and it hurt so much I would cry. I was looking up things it could be on WebMD and there were several things I could have including many that needed surgery. He made a joke...... saying he hoped it was herpes because at least that didn't need surgery. A joke. How funny.  At the time, I laughed about it.

It wasn't so funny anymore once the swelling was so bad I had to finally tell my mother. I went to the Gynocologist, again, first time in my life, because I'd never needed to before. My female doctor treated me like trash. And as soon as I spread my legs, she told me I had herpes. They swabbed me so hard, I once again started bleeding and it made everything even worse. The results took about 10 days to get to me, and they were right. Herpes type 2. No cure. $400 dollar medicine every month. Definately not funny anymore. Those diseases that needed surgery sounded a lot better now. My mother was devistated. She cried and she said she knew she shouldn't have let me stay at Mark's hotel that week. I felt like a failure. But I still cared about him, and he claimed he really didn't know he had it. At the time, I didn't think he was a liar, and I believed him even when no one else believed he didn't know he had it.

We stayed together even after all of this drama. My mother did not like it at all, but she said that as long as this is what I wanted, she would treat him as well as she did with anyone else. Mark decided to move down to Florida to live near me. I told him things down in Miami, Florida cost a LOT more than most places. But he seemed to think he could do it. I spoke to my father about letting Mark rent his 5 room apartment for only $500 bucks a month and my father (only for me) agreed. Normally a 2 room apartment in Miami costs about $1,200 dollars a month. He was getting quite a deal. Mark had told me he had two cars up in PA, a Saturn Sky and a BMW? Something like that. However, once it was time for him to come down to Florida, he suddenly couldn't drive the Saturn Sky, and his BMW was broken. He didn't bother to tell me he never had the Saturn Sky, and his license was suspended. That wasn't important I guess. He told me he couldn't bring his cars and he would try to get one down here.

So of course, when he finally got down to Florida, I had to pick him up at the airport. I was very happy about all of this, because I still hadn't realized he was a liar. And all of my real friends can tell you, the ONE THING I HATE more than ANYTHING is a liar. I can forgive anything and anyone once the truth is told, but my god, the lies were about everything he claimed he was.

For the first week or so that he was in my father's apartment, we had someone else living there. It wasn't so bad. But Mark really wanted him to leave. I'm sure part of the reason was because he wanted to do sexual things with me. That seemed to me most of what was on his mind. Mark would spend his entire day at the apartment while I was at work. Occasionally he'd go out to look for a job, but because he didn't have a car, it was hard for anyone to think he was worth hiring. Even after a long day of me being at work, most of the time I'd have to come to his house and do the dishes, because he wouldn't even do that. I told him he should get a car, since everywhere we went, I always had to drive. He said he needed to get a license. I showed him the online driving pre-tests and waited for him to ask me when he wanted to go take the test. But he never did. He was never willing to go.

As the weeks went on, I began to sleep over once in a while. Of course, he expected things, and once in a while I would do things with him. However, it seemed like every time we would do things, I'd end up sore and sometimes it would lead to an outbreak. It wasn't bad enough that I was already scared of sexual things, but now I associated them with even more pain. I began to be turned off by all sexual experiences. It got to the point where I didn't even want to kiss him. And yet as much as I spoke of the pain, he didn't seem to care, because it was more important to him that HE was in pain because he wasn't getting any. I was talking to one of my friends about my issue when suddenly she said, "Christine... WHY are you still doing things with him? He could have AIDs... you haven't even checked have you? He needs to get checked." And suddenly, it hit me. She was right. I was scared again. About a month and a half after Mark had already been down in Florida, I told him I wanted him to get checked for AIDs. The hospital was in walking distance from the apartment. Literally a block away. He made no effort to go. I continued to mention I wanted him to get checked for about a month, maybe more. And finally, one day when he was crying at my friends house about having blue balls because I never give him head - he agreed to go. This was only because I told him I would not give him head UNTIL he got checked. Now THAT was a motivational sentence!
When I came home from work one night, he claimed to have called or gone to the hospital and that they supposedly did not have an AIDs test there. This made nooooo sense to me. It was the biggest hospital in over a 10 mile radius from my house, and they didn't have this important test? Well, again, I was gullable and believed him. However, now he said that he wanted me to take him to a free clinic to get tested which was over 23 miles away. Who was paying for this gas? Um. It wasn't him, that's for sure. I flat out refused. I told him that I couldn't do everything for him. He didn't even try to get a car for the months he was down here, and now I had to me a 46 mile drive because he wanted a FREE test? I thought he was "rich"? He was so angry he ended up going back to the hospital that he claimed he could not get a test from and he said that because he made such a big fuss about it, they gave him the test for free and gave him the results that very moment. Is that even possible? I thought test results take a week? I didn't believe him. No one did. I was so fed up with all of this, that I ended up breaking up with him that night. My life had only gotten more stressful since he had come down, and because stress would lead to outbreaks, I could not afford it. When I broke up with him, he screamed at me. SCREAMED. I had never had ANY man scream at me, let alone this supposedly "nice" guy. In my surprise, I asked "Did you just scream at me?...." And he quickly stopped and apologized. But it was too late. My love for him was long gone and I couldn't risk my health to stay in the relationship.

Since I'm on my mother's insurance, I am only insured for as long as I stay a full-time student OR ... until I am 25 years of age.
Well, I'll be 25 years old in 4 days. Who's going to pay for my $400 dollars medicine for the rest of my life? Not him. Never him.

Since that day, Mark went back to PA, and told everyone (family, friends, online friends) that I was unloving to him and left him because I'm so unsexual. He said I wasn't like that when we met, but I warned him, and I also didn't have herpes when we met. So, how was I supposed to know? He tried to make people feel bad for him because I was "such a bitch", when in reality, this would not have ever happened if he would have understood the pain I went through just for him.

That's the real story of me and Mark. As for the quotes, here we go.


Mark said: "i can't explain why this little comment hurt me so much with out telling you everything so with that being said after i told her she said "Whats wrong with your family? lol" i didn't find death to be funny at all. what did i say in return. "Please, that's not funny" she got so upset about the fact that i got upset at her joke. that she logged off after saying a few words."
First off, I will admit, I said that. However, it wasn't quite in the hurtful context you put it in. For one, I honestly thought you were lying. You lied about everything in the past, EVERYTHING, so it was hard to know if you were serious this time. None the less, I made the joke about your family, JUST like you had made a joke that you hoped what I had was herpes. I laughed. But at least you aren't the one that has to feel your brother's death over and over for the rest of your life, right? Well, imagine what I feel. I said I apologized for you taking my joke the wrong way. However I would not apologize for saying it, because I meant nothing malicious from it. That is the difference. My apology was not enough, and I'm sorry that it wasn't good enough for you. As for me logging off that night, it was because you bitched at me for my comment, and didn't even let me finish what I was going to say. So, you did it to yourself. If I upset you, I wasn't going to be trying to console you for two things at once. I decided you could get the simpathy plee from someone else.


Mark said: "A few times Katon and I spoke about Christine not always bad. The first time i told him everything was my fault the whole break up everything. And in every way i still blame myself for the break up. After all it was completely my fault. But, I also feel like she lead me on to believe she was something she wasn't. Just as much as i did well... I lied a lot i'll admit that."
Lol. Really? Because what I hear from everyone I speak to in FFXI and out of it, you tell everyone an emo sob story about the horrible things I did to you, but you never ever say the whole truth. You never mention WHY I was so unsexual did you? Never. You let them think I hurt you, when really, it was you who did it to yourself. You did lie. All the time. I think 90% of the things you said were lies. The person I loved didn't exist. Nothing did. And you're shocked I don't care about you at all anymore? You shouldn't be.
From what Katon told me, you talked so badly about me at times, that even he began to feel like I was a bad person.  For the record, me and him are still friends. Want to know why? Because he may have lied to me, but I could TELL he was sorry. And not only that but he confessed the truth not even 24 hours after lying to me. You, on the other hand, waited over half a year.
I'm exactly the same person you met. i have not changed at all. I told you I was scared of sex, I told you I was nearly raped as a child, I told you everything. Your reply? 'I'll wait forever'

Mark said: "What did i think of this you ask? I thought that he was a snake. I wouldn't steal something someone worked on for years and when i mean years i mean 4-5 years worked on. that if sold she could probly make atleast 600 bucks in cash."
I can bet my LIFE that if I hadn't changed my password when we broke up, you would have done this already. Not only had your terrible comments about me change the way Katon looked at me as a person, but you also were the one who recommended to Katon that he delete my char. When you were speaking to him, I wouldn't put it past you that you may have said that. None the less, I still blame you, because me and Katon have known eachother for longer than I've known you, and he never thought badly of me until he heard your little sob stories. Maybe if you weren't going around saying what a bitch I am and how I hurt you, this would not have happened at all. There is a chance I will never get my account back now. And you'll be the one I blame.

Mark said: "I pushed everyone else away because you didn't like them or something about them you didn't understand."
Pushed them away? Not at all. The whole time I knew you, you were "friends" with Mommagee, right? Well, pushing people away doesn't mean you have cyber sex with 50-something year olds. It also means you don't stick up for them when they are talking bad about your girlfriend. Same goes to Emily. Chances are it's her fault I have herpes in the first place. Disgusting. My god it makes me want to vomit even thinking of all this. You're probably still cybering with a married old lady... oh my God. lol.

You know what I like? I like a man who knows how to stick up for his woman. I like a man who isn't afraid to put someone in their place because they know what someone did was wrong. I like a man who doesn't try to be nice to everyone because the might hurt someones feelings. I like a man to tell the truth always, even if it hurts. I also like a man who doesn't keep mentioning to everyone how much his girlfriend doesn't give him any oral and goes into the bathroom to cry about it so people feel bad for him, even though it's his fault he won't get tested for AIDs.

That is what Mark lacked. It's sad to think half of his friends still think everything he says is the truth and some think I must be a terrible person. But I won't let it get to me, because I know what really happened.

I'm sure anyone reading this is SO shocked they are probably having some sort of anxiety attack. But hey, now everyone can read this and know. And you know what? I don't really care if people think this is disgusting. No one made you read it. If you got this far, chances are you're like 'Woah.' I like leaving that impression on people anyway :)

<3 x99

I'm so excited!
My internship is almost over.
Very soon, I won't need to have people observing me; telling me what to do and how to do it all day!

I've been taking tons of pictures at my school of the student's work and me teaching them and stuff, also.
I think even though the whole situation was exhausting and annoying (When I had school all morning, then night school all night... getting no sleep. Not being able to have a job because I would never have time to work... etc.) I definitely learned a lot from all of it. Of course, without interning, I still would have learned it all just the same.... but hey, at least when I mess up now, my excuse is I'm a student ;D

I have tons of pictures from my school, but I haven't really taken the time to upload them, so here's just a couple for now.

This was my first lesson when I came into the school. I taught the students about the origin of comic books and superheroes and then I had each student create their own. ^^;


And here is one of me teaching a 5th grade class about Hieroglyphics for a scratch board assignment.
This is one of the final assignments I'll be doing while in this school ^^;


I have a feeling the hard part is going to start when I am done teaching.
What the hell am I going to do this summer? I need a job! AMIGAWD. >_<; I need a break! I miss the old days when I was in high school and that was all I had to do. Just go to school, pretend to learn, come home, and I could do whatever I felt like doing! I didn't know how good I had it! /Sigh. Even with the freeze in hiring teachers, I'm sure I'll find something. And as long as I have my video games to keep my sane, I think I'll be alright :)

Here's one final picture for Sei. <3
I was looking through my wallet yesterday to get rid of some of my old receipts, when I passed by this one and was like "WTF???"
Apparently the Coyote tail I bought from the Ren Fest had a pretty interesting store name. lol....

Pterodactyl in the club buying coyote tails?!~ Who knows! XD

See ya next post <3 x 99

The only thing I've been doing all week (besides teaching <_<), is pretty much playing Perfect World International.
I got my character, Avye, to level 32 as of last night :) I think Katon might be beating me, but that's alright. lol.

None the less, I bought a new dress for her (with real life money -_- ahem)
The dress is randomly colored when you buy it, and the one I got was a bright lime green color. At first I was disappointed since I wanted pink or red or ... black XD. But once I put it on, it looked alright. And I was happy again ^^ Looky!
(Click images to make them bigger!!!!)

Sexeh!! ^_^;


I also took some pictures of myself today. I had just gotten home from school and I remember that I haven't posted a picture of the Pterodactyl that Sei bought me like a month ago.  XD


"Pterodactyl in the club gettin' tipsy!!" (Inside joke <_< lol)

I love my plushie!! THANKIES SEI! Late images but... whatever! >_>!!

This last one is of Kalika! <3 <3 Took it last weekend.

She looks so pretty ^_^ Rawr!


That's pretty much the only stuff I wanted to show in this post. XD Till next time! Mew, mew! <3

Boo!
Remember me? I hope so @_@;
I've been so caught up with all the other stuff I have been doing, that I haven't had the time to get on here and post anything. It's been quite a few weeks now and everything I've done has become a blur, so there are things I'll forget to mention or completely leave out by accident (or perhaps on purpose)!

About 3 weeks ago I went to the Renaissance festival with Kali, Aska, Sei, and a friend of Kali's called "Miller" >_>.... except that's her last name, but who cares, that's not the point!
It's basically a place you pay $20 bucks to get into, where you can shop for strange crap you would only expect to find in some sort of MMORPG mall. Real fox and coyote tails you can pin to you pants. Real swords, daggers, and so on. Elven ears of all shapes and sizes that they will adhere to your ears... for a price ( a very large price...!). You can buy movable dragon and griffin pets that sit on your shoulder and look real (sadly they cost about $200 each and they aren't much more than 10 inches long x_x).There are even several little areas to buy old fashioned Renaissance clothing and accessories. It's quite a place. There are a few little shows here and there, but the Ren fair is mainly a place to shop! I used to go every year, and then, I'm not sure what happened, but I stopped for about 5 years! Blah. I missed out on a lot.
This year I bought a black fox tail, since it was just adorable. I know.... I shouldn't promote animal killing or whatever!... But it's already dead! What will it matter if I buy it or the next customer behind me?! Pfft.
I also bough these cute little twirly silver things for my hair. Hard to explain them so I have a terrible picture that will probably only confuse you more! Yay!


I also have a picture with a VERY beautiful Elf woman we met while we were there. <3 <3 <3



On to other news. I forgot what I did the weeks between this one and the festival. So I'll just skip to uh.... this week!

I got a brand new camera on Wednesday. A Casio Exilim EX-S5 (10.1 megapixels) that supposedly came out this month. Don't know how true that is, but hey, I'm not complaining so far.
You see, without going into great detail -- even though I don't have a job, my mothers birthday is about three weeks away. For Christmas I was going to get her a new camera. Not a great one, but a decent one. Of course I could find nothing under 100 dollars that would be worthy of my money. So I got her something else instead. Well, me and my friends ended up going to Brandsmart last weekend and I realized the prices there were a little better than most places. I fell in love with a few cameras there, but damn.... I couldn't get my mom a camera that was better than MINE, could I? No way! Screw that! >_>.... Soooo I decided, why not please us both? I'll give her my old 7.2 megapixel camera (which is plenty for what she wants it for), while I get a new one that will of course make me happy too?! When I told her my idea, for the first time ever, I got the impression she liked the thought of me spending so much money as long as she got something in return. She's got my cute pink camera now and I have a new purple one! Not as pretty, by far. BUT! It's got more megapixels! <_< Isn't that what matters? Heh. I can always share if she really needs to print out 16x20inch pictures of herself someday. Ahem.

Oh, I almost forgot to mention! I've been playing a new game for the past couple of weeks! Not only is it really awesome, but it's FREE! Doesn't get any better than that! Matt/Veyr introduced me to Perfect World International a few weeks ago and I fell in love with the character creation right away. VERY customizable. You can nearly make your character look like anyone you've ever seen. lol. You just have to know how to manipulate the options. I had so much fun making characters, that I ended up with two accounts and about 7 characters. Not only that, but I even made a male. Just because they are so sexy! :D Rawr! Here's some images of a few of my characters in this new game:

This one below, Avye, is my main character at the moment. She's a cat-eared "Venomancer" (female with a pet class). She's level 28 as of tonight. ^_^


Below is an image of Khimura, my second main character on my other account. She's a Cleric and she is level 26!


The rest of the images will be links. If you're interested in seeing the other characters I created, click the stuffz!

[ My male character, Ayvie! ]
[ My fox Venomancer, Sarrcyn ]
[ Last but not least, Knai, my Blademaster! ]

Besides me and Matt/Veyr, I also managed to bring Abe/Katon into the game and even Kali, Aska, and Sei! Except they have been stalling to log in much -_-;... PLAY WITH MEEEEEE! ^_^ I haven't done anything in FFXI in about a week and a half and I'm starting to feel bad about missing so many events. Sorry!!! Only day I really wanted to go was Wednesday and I was at the store! So... bleh. <_<;


I'm sure there is SO much more I'm forgetting to mention. But at least I have a post with some pictures for whoever takes the time to look at this! <3 Much love! I'll post again soon! I'll be taking pictures with this new camera eventually!

Yesterday I got a chance to go to Metro Zoo after about 5 years of not being there.
As many of you may have guessed, I really like animals, so when Kali, Aska and Sei asked me if I wanted to go with them, I of course said yes!
I brought my camera along with me when we went on Saturday and I got a chance to take some pretty awesome pics!


Since Live Journal Cut is being stupid, I'll post them right here, but semi-small.  Click them to enlarge, of course.

Elephant of <3

Close up of a Giraffe :O

I had this dream like 2 years ago that I had a pet Hippo and ever since them I liked them O.o.... /shrug

Sleeping Tiger ^^!

A young male lion staring at me! He's all like ZOMG!

Pretty zebras~

I have NO idea what this animal is. I probably should have read the tag thingy >_>;




There were Rhino's and Hyena's and stuff, too, but they were a little too far away for me to take pictures. ; ; Rhino's have really cool "skin" or whatever, though! O.O;
Here are some other pictures we took while we were there!

OMFG! It's the hungry hungry hippo! (Aska, Kali, Sei, and Amber)

Me, Kali, Sei, and Amber (Aska's sister) on an Elephant! Whee!

Rhino, Found it!


Me at Kali and Aska's house with a little plushie I bought at Metro Zoo! ^_^!!


Also, last weekend, Ladyliz and Iceviper from FFXI came to Visit Kali and Aska and I got a few pics of everyone hanging out on the couch.
In order from left to right: Me, Iceviper, Ladyliz, Kalika and Askalexial.

In order from left to right: Sei, Kalika, Askalexial, and Ladyliz!

Finally, here's a picture Sei took of Kaki and Aska's hideous chihuahua... I call it... Retard Animal!

Grosssss~ XD hehe


Anyway, that's all for today! See ya next post ^.~ Mew, mew! <3

Been a while since I posted! I've had a lot going on. I don't really wanna get into too much detail but  I will sum up what's been going on since my last post.

For one, I have two ferrets now. Not just one. I'll have to post a recent picture but I'm too lazy to find my camera right now.

Second, I am now doing my student teaching in a school called Meadowlane Elementary. I'm basically an intern there shadowing an art teacher who works there. I'm slowly making lesson plans and taking over her classes for her to prove to my school that I deserve to graduate and that I can handle being a teacher. Only problem is it's very time consuming. Not only do I go to school from 7:50a.m. till 3:30p.m. Monday-Friday, but I also attend classes on Tuesday and Thursday night from 5p.m. till 9:05p.m.  Ugh, it sucks so much ass on those days. I wake up, go to work/school the ENTIRE day, then come home, clean cat shit, ferret shit, bunny shit, and feed everything. After that, I get to sleep! Oh, joy!

Third, Mark and I are no longer dating and haven't been for a few weeks now. Feel free to read his live journal post for his view of the story. I'd give my own detailed story, but once again, I've become a very lazy little creature x_x;... Long story short: I'm not "affectionate" enough for him, I refuse to change, and we broke up! It's much more complicated than that, but really, I said I wouldn't go into detail ._.!!! Perhaps later on, or if someone asks me personally. Heh >_>;

With that much said, as you can imagine, I'm staying at my house again - which means I'm now the proud owner of a total of 5 cats, 2 ferrets, 1 dog, 1 bunny, and a crap load of fish.

Did I mention that that ONE tamagotchi I showed you guys in my last post suddenly became 10 tamagotchi's? I know I exaggerate, but this time I'm not kidding. Lol. Not only did I get carried away, but I got a couple of them as gifts and Askalexial (Sheena) pretty much has me taking care of both of hers for eternity. None the less, with all these animals and fake pets, I wouldn't have it any other way ^_^ I guess I love the challenge of taking care of 50 million things at the same time. It's too bad I don't want children (because of the pain issue, ya know?) cuz I really do believe I'd be an excellent mother!

Not only that, but the students in Meadowlane elementary seem to really like me! ^^ I guess they're young, so they would never be able to recognize my evil ways (lawlz), but still! It's so nice to see the kids in the hallway or wherever and hear them shout "Hiiii Ms. Chenique!". I never know who the hell they are, but I recognize their face from one of the millions of students in the classes I've observed/taught. I even had one student draw me today! Awww. Kid's aren't so bad, I guess. I just don't like the idea of them coming out of.... certain... kind-of-small holes. <_<;....

Anyhow, I'm up to my neck in work now. Between grading assignments at school, researching and creating lesson plans at home with Power Point presentations and visuals, PLUS doing my 6 hour painting (homework) studies of still life, I'm about to burst! I did, however, have a chance to hang out with Sheena and Christina last weekend. We played Rock Band II for hours and hours and finally beat the game. I did pretty decently considering I'd only played the game on a few occasions in the past (A total of maybe 4-5 times)! They needed someone to play the bass. I made a cute little white haired character named Aya. I played on easy mode whenever possible but to win the game, of course, we were all forced to be on medium mode or harder for an 8 song marathon. I was proud of myself. Hehe... Here are some pictures of Aya/Me, Kali/Christina, Sei/Christina (a different one), and Aska/Sheena.
Sorry for the blinding light :( Zomg Aya is so short!


This is what we wore for the cover of the Rolling Stones magazine... hehe... I changed Aya's hair to black and white for this particular setup, but hey, she's still awesome :D



Anyhow, that's pretty much it for tonight. I got a really bad cold from those nasty little children and I'm fighting to get rid of it! All the pills on Earth haven't helped me. Zicam, Sudafed PE, Echinacea, 1000mg of Vitamin C, Mutli-Vitamins, etc. Sigh~
Perhaps some sleep will help ^_^; Mew. See you all soon, hopefully. Wish me luck with this student-teaching-thingy!!! <3 <3 <3

I haven't posted in about two weeks, and I finally got a moment to sit down and post before I go to work.
Last weekend me and Mark stayed at Aska and Kali's house from Friday (Dec. 6th) until Sunday. I think Sheena/Aska really liked my little t-shirt post. XD
Anyway, some time around Sunday night at 10pm, we all ended up on the topic of children's realistic baby dolls that eat, piss, and cry. It made me wonder what happened at the first meeting that a company had to discuss this sort of thing.

Boss Dude: Guys... we did a survey and it seems most little girls want a baby doll that is really realistic! I'm talking as real as we can get it! Let's talk about some ideas for a new project!
Dude 1: Let's use a material that feels just like skin! And if the baby gets hurt, it BLEEDS!
Boss Dude: .... Anyone else? How about you Dude 2?
Dude 2: *Wakes up from his nap* >_>... Make the doll piss?
Boss Dude: ZOMG you're so pro! You just got promoted! What's more realistic than pissing?!

So uh.. I'm pretty sure the meeting when JUST like that! ^^;
But anyway, I ended up bringing up Tamagotchis and how I used to have like 10 of them. They may not piss real water like the baby dolls, but those little toys sure knew how to take a shit on a small pixelated screen all day long. -_-; Well, it didn't take long for me to suddenly wish I had one of those stupid Tamagotchis again after our brief conversation of how much they have changed. Sheena told me that had a new one kind of like a Tamagotchi, but it had a canister connected to it that would open and have a stuffed animal in it if I took care of it long enough! >_>;
So after like an hour of the exp pt we were in, we totally disbanded the entire party just to go to WalMart just so they could show me these things. Mark ended up buying me one called a "My Meebas". Here's a picture of what the [ strange apparatus ] <----  looked like. XD
I ended up playing with it like an hour or two that night, like an idiot that I am. Then the next morning before work I went to another store and bought a real Tamagotchi, because I knew I'd totally play with it once in a while! I know, I'm worse than a child. Pfft, whatever! XD
Here is a picture of the [ Tamagotchi ] <---- Mew!

So anyway, as if that wasn't enough stuff for me to take care of, when I went to work on Wednesday last week, my job had gotten in 4 new ferrets (apparently there was 5 but the albino one sold before I even got there UGH). You know... I'd always wanted a ferret since I was a little girl. And that's no exaggeration. Before I even know wtf those things were (rats? mis-shaped cats? teacup bears?! .... WEASELS!) I'd asked my mom to get me one and she always told me they were to expensive and if I wanted one I had to save my money. Then when I got older and had "money", I would ask to buy one and the new excuse was we have too many animals. I could never win!
But now was different!! You see, these were the smallest little Ferrets I have ever seen in my entire life... and although they were also the most fucking expensive, overpriced little pieces of shit I've ever seen ($145 bucks EACH what the hell?!), I fell inlove with them. One in particular that was very dark-colored. I'd always seen lighter colored ones, looking something along the lines of Siamese cats. But this one was a little tiny blob of dark fur and a cute little pure white snout! She was adorable. I was thinking of ways to buy one of these without my mom having a heart attack, when it suddenly hit me! Mark hadn't gotten me a Christmas gift yet, and after my 25% discount at work, It wouldn't be much more than $120ish.... right? @_@

So I called him up and begged. I knew these ferrets would be gone in a few days. No place ever gets them in as little as these were and apparently one sold in less than 24 hours of it being in the store. Mark said he'd see what he can do. In the meantime I guarded the ferrets like they were my children! NO ONE was gonna be buying the one I wanted if my life depended on it. The store closed, and I had successfully guarded my little babies the entire afternoon. Mark decided he'd get me one, and I planned to be at my job to buy it the next morning pretty much as they openned so there would be no chance someone else would buy it first. I spent an entire hour Thursday morning deciding between the one I liked the best, and the one I liked second best. They were so damn cute, I just wanted to keep them all! Well, one of the 4 was not as pretty as the rest, but... hey, their petite size would make anyone fall inlove with them. ^_^; None the less, we ended up buying the dark one I liked, but since Mark didn't bring enough money, I had to... you know, add a few bucks in there. >_>; I got it's food for free since I work there, and I already had a cage and bedding for it, so it was just a matter of getting it home and loving it to death! Yay!

When I did finally have a chance to introduce the ferret to Aya and Avy (my two cats at Mark's house), Aya hated her, and hissed. However, Avy fell inlove with her! I'd never seen anything quite like it. Avy would stand near the cage and just stare at her, and when the ferret was outside of its cage, he would follow her around like it was his flesh and blood. XD It's been a few days now and they love eachother. It's probably one of the cutest things I've ever seen, watching them play together like they do. I got a few pictures to share with you guys!

Let's make them a live journal cut, shall we :)?
( Ferret Stuffs! )

Aside from the ferret and the digital pets, here's a picture of a new artwork I just completed for my father. He asked me to paint two dragons using only shades of chocolate brown on two 2' x 4' canvases. These things were almost as tall as me! I'm only 5'1" ; ;....

Looky! <3 I even signed one! :D Like my shitty signature? Hehe. (Click to see it larger!)


That's all for today! <3 you long time! I need to get ready for work now! ^.~ Till next time.

I found something pretty funny yesterday morning while I was doing some homework. I got a little bored and started looking up "funny shirts" on google and I found a site with a really funny shirt I thought you'd appreciate (Especially since this is exactly what we have been talking about the past month... haha) Check it out!


Yeah... that's right. It's a shirt about "Grandy" (<_<; lol)! I swear to God, I wasn't even looking for a shirt that said anything like this, but apparently this site knows what I meant when I said I wanted "funny shirts"! I swear, if I wasn't so fucking poor right now (not to mention I already got you a Christmas gift), I'd totally buy this for you, Sheena. XD lol.

Hm.. then again... I don't know how the public would take it if they saw a woman wearing this shirt. O.o... They might think it's you that has a gaping hole for a vagina. lmfao.

Oh, and for those of you who are completely lost by the comedy of this shirt, I'll give you an Urban Dictionary definition:

"Man, having sex with that chick was like throwing a hotdog down a hallway."

<3 <3 <3

P.S. 75 THIS WEEKEND BABY.

P.S.S. Car Chicken FTW. O_o;